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miari ([personal profile] miari) wrote2009-12-21 11:06 am
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So, it's strange.  I didn't really cry when I read all the DBSK news, but I shed a few tears after all this Hangeng shit.  With DBSK it's like...it hurts like a bitch, and all my fangirl-ness got stuffed into Suju because I had this gaping hole in my heart where happy DBSK used to be.

Now, my Suju heart and MY SJM HEART is being ripped into two BY MY BIAS and so all the emotions from DBSK are bubbling up and I can't even think straight.  I have to go Christmas shopping today but I don't want to leave my computer :/  WHY DO THIS RIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS?!

Seriously.

I'm going to say, however, what I did concerning DBSK.  I just want all the boys, all fricking 15 of them to get along with each other through this process.  Also, I'm okay with not hearing anything from him if it means he's talking with SJM and SJ right now. They are more important than anyone else at the moment.
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[identity profile] mearii87.livejournal.com 2009-12-21 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, the whole greed thing irks me. As much as it's difficult, everyone deserves to be treated fairly. It was just the timing of it...not so good. Like, why in the middle of SJM promotions? :/

[identity profile] alwyz-member-me.livejournal.com 2009-12-21 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
=/ I'm just dead right now as to what's happening... I knew something like this was going to happen but I didn't think it was going to be this soon... and in the year of tragedy. =/

[identity profile] mearii87.livejournal.com 2009-12-21 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah i kinda figured someone would do something after realizing that they could :/ But...just not Geng.

[identity profile] tarmenel.livejournal.com 2009-12-22 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
I want to crawl in a hole and hide until all this Han Geng shit is over.

I think my heart has turned numb. ~_~

[identity profile] mearii87.livejournal.com 2009-12-22 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
my heart was already numb from all the dbsk crap and this just...i dunno. removed it.

[identity profile] yunsias.livejournal.com 2009-12-22 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh bb, I thought you will be more affected by all this cause he's your fave member (right?) and HanChul. My SiHan heart is just hurting so much now. T_T

And all the news about ZhouMi just breaks me more.

Why did all of this has to happen NOW. This was supposed to be THEIR FREAKING YEAR.

[identity profile] mearii87.livejournal.com 2009-12-22 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah, him and heechul :/, though I hate picking favorites lol. honestly, i'm sort of glad in the sense that i know it's a shit contract and he deserves better, but....god, the timing is terrible. i feel bad for the rest of SJM.

[identity profile] yunsias.livejournal.com 2009-12-22 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
IDK, am I selfish for wanting him to stay just so he can still be in SuJu? All the JaeChunSu vs. HoMin scared me shitless and I don't want the same thing to happen to SuJu. I almost fainted when I saw Kyu's cyworld entry that seems to have so much negative feelings.

OH GOSH, SJM PLEASE STILL BE LISTENING AND TALKING TO YOUR LEADER FOR THE NEXT FEW APPEARANCES T_T

[identity profile] mearii87.livejournal.com 2009-12-22 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
no, not at all.

in my head, this is Geng's though process: "I cannot properly lead or protect this group I love so much if I am constantly getting sick." Or something.

Maybe if he isn't as tied to SM, he can speak up for Zhou Mi and Henry more too :)

[identity profile] yunsias.livejournal.com 2009-12-23 08:54 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, think positive right? I don't know what to think except to hope with all my heart that they are still talking to him and not leave him alone in all of this. :(
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