WTF

[miari]

So, it's strange.  I didn't really cry when I read all the DBSK news, but I shed a few tears after all this Hangeng shit.  With DBSK it's like...it hurts like a bitch, and all my fangirl-ness got stuffed into Suju because I had this gaping hole in my heart where happy DBSK used to be.

Now, my Suju heart and MY SJM HEART is being ripped into two BY MY BIAS and so all the emotions from DBSK are bubbling up and I can't even think straight.  I have to go Christmas shopping today but I don't want to leave my computer :/  WHY DO THIS RIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS?!

Seriously.

I'm going to say, however, what I did concerning DBSK.  I just want all the boys, all fricking 15 of them to get along with each other through this process.  Also, I'm okay with not hearing anything from him if it means he's talking with SJM and SJ right now. They are more important than anyone else at the moment.

Comments

[yunsias.livejournal.com]

IDK, am I selfish for wanting him to stay just so he can still be in SuJu? All the JaeChunSu vs. HoMin scared me shitless and I don't want the same thing to happen to SuJu. I almost fainted when I saw Kyu's cyworld entry that seems to have so much negative feelings.

OH GOSH, SJM PLEASE STILL BE LISTENING AND TALKING TO YOUR LEADER FOR THE NEXT FEW APPEARANCES T_T

[mearii87.livejournal.com]

no, not at all.

in my head, this is Geng's though process: "I cannot properly lead or protect this group I love so much if I am constantly getting sick." Or something.

Maybe if he isn't as tied to SM, he can speak up for Zhou Mi and Henry more too :)

[yunsias.livejournal.com]

Yeah, think positive right? I don't know what to think except to hope with all my heart that they are still talking to him and not leave him alone in all of this. :(