i honestly dunno how to and what to feel ... i mean i dun deny i am angry @ the 3 , but somewhere in there, i know that i obviously have no right to be. and being a Yunho supporter made the fact even harder to accept...
seeing how easily and happy other fans are , i can't help but ask myself , why can i be happy for them ? and my only ans is i loved them as 5 , and i can love them individually , but i find it difficult to love them when they are broken into 2 groups and when they keep telling us to give them more time and to always keep the faith ...
i guess i am still hurting too much to think logically , and perhaps this really spells the end of my fan-girl lifestyle, but i guess for now , only time can tell ....
and i have decided to not harbour any hopes of seeing them back as 5 again , coz i know if that does not happen , i am only giving myself another chance of getting my already fragile heart broken.
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i mean i dun deny i am angry @ the 3 ,
but somewhere in there,
i know that i obviously have no right to be.
and being a Yunho supporter made the fact even harder to accept...
seeing how easily and happy other fans are ,
i can't help but ask myself ,
why can i be happy for them ?
and my only ans is i loved them as 5 ,
and i can love them individually ,
but i find it difficult to love them when they are broken into 2 groups and when they keep telling us to give them more time and to always keep the faith ...
i guess i am still hurting too much to think logically ,
and perhaps this really spells the end of my fan-girl lifestyle,
but i guess for now ,
only time can tell ....
and i have decided to not harbour any hopes of seeing them back as 5 again , coz i know if that does not happen , i am only giving myself another chance of getting my already fragile heart broken.